This morning my psychotherapist placed some importance on my dreams.... The last two nights I have had dreams revolving around physical activity/sport, and leadership or being a winner. I hate competition, can't abide being shown to be better than someone else... I was always much happier with non-competitive sports or activities. I also feel uncomfortable being a leader, people have often encouraged me to lead, but it's not a situation I enjoy. However my dreams seem to indicate something different, that leadership for me may not be so repugnant and can be experimented with... there may be more about my dreams in the furure... I think I need to pay attention to them... there's a lot going on in my head while I sleep... I wake exhausted from the effort...sometimes wonder why I go to sleep in the first place.