Feeling a bit nearer to my normal self... I even managed a few comments this morning, and I had a long chat to Avalon on the phone yesterday. There is still a lot going on in my head, mostly to do with dependence and responsibility and how much I've lost in relation to those things. Still searching through the haystack of negatives for the few needles of positives, and trying to appreciate the hay for what it is. It's hard work, so I will continue to give myself time for it to happen.