As you will all know, I've been rather quiet of late, and I think I'm starting to understand why. I find it difficult to communicate the negative stuff, especially when it feels like that's all there is. Now I know this skews the nature of my journal, which should ideally be a record of my life. However, I don't feel that I should push myself to write when it doesn't feel comfortable.... that will just give me another thing to beat myself up about, and I don't need any more of those.
Having said that I do feel hopeful about being able to write more, and maybe this is the first step on that journey.